After a very long break, I do miss blogging. Seronok gak menjalani hidup secara private...hehe. Takdelah. Sebenarnya kurang passionate nk berblog. Bukan takde benda nak cerita tp terlalu byk benda nk cerita. It's ok. First entry for dis year 2011. Kita cerita bout my delivery experience la. My second delivery experience.
Yup. I'm a very scaredy cat person. I'm afraid of pain, delivery procedure like cervic opening checking, injection, dentist and most of all I'm afraid of contraction or pain during labour.
5 Jun 2011 (Sunday)
Biasala hari Ahad, bangun lewat seluruh isi rumah..hehe. Dalam pukul 11 a.m. tu sempat lagi goreng chicken finger for breakfast sementara nk pgi mkn tengahari kt luar. Sebenarnya since last week I had a feeling that I'm going to deliver any time soon. I can actually 'see' my stomach was like ke bawah sket, seems to me like the baby was slowly engaging to the down part of me. I didn't have this instinct when pregnant with Aisha before.
Around 1p.m. I started to have this weird pain sort of like a period cramp. But the pain was tolerable n i can actually hold into it. Even though the pain keep coming within 20 minutes time and repeated, I still ignored it and tried to act as nothing wrong with it as there are no sign like a blood or the water broke. For info, when i had Aisha 3 years ago, the sign was blood and due to the slow progress of servic opening, my gynae induce me 2 times.
But at 2p.m. the pain keep coming within 15 minutes. Believe it or not, i actually do the packing for hospital bag during that time. I'm usually a very organize person but during this pregnancy I 'lost' my organize habit...yeah...blame everything to the hormone..haha.
Around 3p.m. we went out but not to Az Zahrah hospital but to Restoran Amir...hahaha. How can I deliver my baby without eating my lunch? takde energy nak push nnti kang lagi susah. I ordered mee goreng daging and ate it in pain. During that time, I called 3 persons, my mom, my mil n Ryu, Epunk's wife. My question was easy, with the symptom that i had now, should I go to hospital? I have a very strong reason for why i'm behaving like this. During my first pregnancy we were so excited n we end up being in the hospital earlier than we should. While reading through the internet searching for info, I read somewhere that to experience your first phase contraction is better be at home. So you're more relax with the familiar surrounding. Konon2nya nk tenang2 tahan sakit sambil tgk tv ke, baca paper ke...sambil hubby tolong massage kat belakang n tempat2 yg sakit. Berangan je lebihhh...tau2 je contraction tu berulang every 5 minutes. Hambik ko! So cepat2 la kitorg g hospital. Tp hospital tak jauh pun..belakang restoran tu je. Nasib baik la boleh berjalan dari kereta ke hospital. Sbb Ryu ckp kdg2 sakit sampai dh x boleh nk berjalan. I repeated baca doa Lailahailla Anta Subhanaka Inni Kuntu Minazzalimin...itu je yg memberi kekuatan pada ku sbb masa tu mmg dh rasa sakit semacam je.
My mom sms me: Mak dah on d way. Sabar ye nak..
Dunno why but i feel so sayu while reading her sms and I want her to be with me soon...
To be continued..
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